Chugging Along
Oct. 4th, 2005 12:00 pm500 words thus far, and still working. Ana is home for observation--she has flat round red spots--and it's unlikely that it's chicken pox, though I won't rule it out completely like the nurse did on the phone. "Oh, she's had the immunization, she can't have chicken pox." Like immunizations work 100% of the time, right? But it is unlikely, so I just need to see if the spots become lesions or if she develops a fever. If nothing big occurs, she can go back to school tomorrow. Must finish the next 500 words now! I'm getting hungry for lunch! I'm thankful for this song, it's keeping me going today:
You've come this far
It's just a little further from where you are
Another hour, another mile, one more year
It might be easier to let yourself disappear.
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.
It's fragile work to keep your dream
But the older that we get the farther they seem
Don't give up, don't give out, don't give in
You've come this far, does it matter if they never let you in
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.
You've come this far
Another hour, another mile, one more year
Your older self may whisper in your ear
The effort is illusion
But later hold you in their arms with the gratitude
Of a person who lived without regret.
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.
It's just a little further from where you are
Another hour, another mile, one more year
It might be easier to let yourself disappear.
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.
It's fragile work to keep your dream
But the older that we get the farther they seem
Don't give up, don't give out, don't give in
You've come this far, does it matter if they never let you in
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.
You've come this far
Another hour, another mile, one more year
Your older self may whisper in your ear
The effort is illusion
But later hold you in their arms with the gratitude
Of a person who lived without regret.
Always on the outside
And all eyes turn away
All eyes turn away.